..i think the last time I was this unhappy was when I went through a major relationship break up..or when I was living with my dad..and both of those sent horrible feelings down my spine. I am so overwhelmed, and fed up at EVERYTHING. I dont have a job, and I have less then two weeks to come up with enough money to stay in my apartment. money is TIGHT to say the least..and then I wake up to this??

Alot of people may think its stupid..or even amusing that Im getting mad over this..but you try having all this weight on your shoulders..eventually the slightest things will break you. ive been unemployed since FEBRUARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wake up and find my FUCKING STUPID CAT demolishing my corsets!! three of them are ruined!! have bite marks and rips in them…also..my favorite heels..PUNCTURE HOLES IN THEM!! Im against animal abuse, however I am not afraid to say I BEAT THE FUCKING SHIT OUT OF HER! I have her locked in the bathroom now for her sake because if i take one look at her, im throwing her out on the streets..i cant do it anymore, shes getting to me just like everything else is