well guess what? HES NOT!

This BEAST took a HUGE steaming DUMP on the carpet yesterday. And on top of that, he pee’d near my recliner..so when I got UP, I stepped in his fecal matter! GROSS! Mind you hes like 3 years old. Sometimes I just want to strangle him….and that dog too!!

my mommy sent me some pictures from way back in the day…i thought these were interesting

So my audition video for Playstation’s the tester is finally up..I think I may ad a new video, I look so boring in it haha! Compared to the wacky videos I upload this one has like nooo personality. im looking at this opportunity as a JOB and not GIG so I guess maybe thats why Im being so critical and am drawn between how I want to portrayed to the producers..hmmm…

check out the vid:

http://casting.thetester.com/gothixmodel/videos/1213290

How come im the last to hear about this ? lol Ive always been a huge firefox buff, and hated the thought of using any other browser..but this crome is the shit!! Seriously download it..

k, that was random….bye!

Im auditioning for the second season of Playstations “The Tester” Voting has NOT started yet but people have already registered, and Im a week behind. So I need alot of help getting people to my audition page, help a girl out? Im uploading an audition video tomorrow http://casting.thetester.com/gothixmodel

I find it quite amazing that it was only a week ago where I said I wanted to get into professional gaming, then after watching the sony playstations press conference at E3, I find out they are casting the second season! WOOT! This would open up soooo many opportunities in the gaming industry, you dont even know!

Ive been doing alot of design work lately. I just wrapped up designing the new layout for Wretched-Entertainment.com which is my design company.

So if anyone needs some simple or complicated design work done, drop me an email.  at demo@vanessarosa.com We’ve done everything from Gothic/horror sites to simple online businesses. Be sure to visit our website at wretched-entertainment.com

My cat is not amused

http://dailybooth.com/vanessarosa/5651968

Im adding a few more additions to this site. Right now you will find I re-opened my shop, BUY SOMETHING lol im poor! haha

I also added a page for gaming. Since ive been out of work ive been spending the majority of my time on PS3 and met alot of cool peeps. I want to try some pro gaming soon but I want to find a good team…which means if I play with you online and I’m constantly leaving you in last place - I dont want you on my squad LOL.

kk, thats all for now. Going to go take a shower, and attend to my cat..shes been hacking all day and Im not sure if shes sick, has a massive hairball, or lost her voice

ta-ta! oxoxox

Havent been to bed yet, been up all night/yesterday job hunting and then engulfing myself in MW2….wow what an update huh?

seriously, my life isnt that interesting… lol

If your into modeling/acting - then your probably are like me, and weren’t BORN into fame. Ive been climbing my way into the entertainment industry, all while maintaining a regular - 9-5 lifestyle. When I work ‘real jobs’, I tend to save my earnings and put it right back towards my dream (modeling/acting - what you see now)

I haven’t been doing much “Demon” projects lately because I haven’t been working - and I have to focus my thoughts on finding income…now here is where the “struggling vs delusion” comes in…….

If their is a god, I seriously think he has a plan for me. Everyday I find myself struggling to get where I am In life. I take little baby steps day by day. Not counting on others to help me climb the industry ladder. This is struggling.

However, during my time unemployed - Ive had alot of free time to surf the web - and boy oh boy, the amount of delusional people I find. People that rely on their looks to get a job, its kind of sad yet very pathetic.

Id rather work in ONE great movie, that has good quality, awesome actors but not as much awareness - then to work on 40 crappy, low budget, cheesy B-movies where you have TONS of fans that know you for the shitty entertainer you are.

I see it every day, people that have a WAY bigger fan base then myself. Where their fans flat out tell them “YOUR ACTING SUCKS - but your so damn SEXY!, so we still love you…..”

WTF?!? Sometimes I just want to slap these people who think they are the SHIT but all they have to bring to the table is whats underneath their clothes…ugh, what a waste of talent…or in this case, lack their of lol.

This isnt a RANT towards anyone, I just hate ignorant, egotistical morons lol

Seriously folks..if you have to count on OTHER people to get you jobs, or have to pull out your ta-tas every 5 seconds…go finish making my burger, and oh - I think my fries are done.